March 2012
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wake up: exhausted
12 am: exhausted
3 pm: fucking exhausted
5 pm: really fucking exhausted
7 pm: about to pass out
bed time: the energy of 5 million condensed suns
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what the hell tumblr
for the past few weeks i havent been able to post a picture and write a caption, when i post it the picture shows up but not the text
AND
i havent been able to reply to messages, ive only received two and when i hit reply it says ive exceeded my limit. i havent sent or received messages on her for months until then. ‘da hell tumblr?
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February 2012
105 posts
If i was hot, my followers would talk to me
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tonight...
ive had a shitty week and im going out tonight. im going hard to numb myself from all the hurt that still lingers in me. bringing two 30 packs to my friends party. ill save tumblr for when im hungover tomorrow.
cheers!
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love. this is getting the best of me
and truth be told you were the start of it all
now you my dear might end up lonely
before you go there’s something you should know
this is not the time or place for us to speak like this
if i had the thought id never dream of it
so dry your hollow eyes and lets go down to the water
in a different time and place the words could make more sense
in a...
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your heart is a grave to be perfectly honest
your mouth’s a smoking gun
and you smile while you’re twisting the knife in my stomach
‘til everything is gone
take all you can from me
ive got weak constitutions
im lead so easily, so easily
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i spent my weekdays in my car
and the weekends drinking hard enough for two
i think ill settle down one of these days
‘til i catch my breath
i feel the weight of the world on my back
but im not feeling sick to death
‘cause i laid awake in bed
and thought of better times
i never want to sleep
‘cause i found apathy
in laying down and never waking up, never waking up
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ill live alone and find my peace
i will slip into a coma
found somewhere north of Florida
but just south of Tennessee
‘Cause the sun i finally reached it
give me reason to move on now
but there’s something in this heart i lost somehow
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ill take my time and move on from all of this
its all about the rolling waves
you leave me cold
im wandering and positive
so what if i dont want to wait
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i was starting to shake
from the days ive been up
there’s alot on my plate
and the ones i loved stopped answering
they left me to find myself in my own hate
i work all alone with a cynical taste
and the day i get out
is the day ill be made
i was cut out of stone
and carved with a blade
head down with all of my hardships
theres nothing too strong
that i cant face
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this
“I can’t find the strength in my voice to call you back and say that everything is bad without you”
-The Dangerous Summer
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shit just happened so im gonna blog about it...
idk if anyone has ever read my past really long personal posts, but here’s another one. if you have read them, you might remember that my love life has been pure hell for the past year or so.
basically, i have been spending the last 8 months trying to get over an ex. we both decided that we should go our separate ways back in june. but as we all know, you cant just get rid of those...
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